Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Tomorrow's the BIG day!

Bath. check. Diaper bag packed full. check. Bottles ready. check. Outfit laid out. check! I think everything is ready for Tater's first day with Miss Heather. I have good intentions of having him there by 9am. Sounds easy to an ordinary person, but we haven't both been dressed, fed and happily out of the house before 10am since Tater arrived. Not to mention daddy has to be out the door earlier than usual tomorrow. I've been really excited about this new found freedom of two days to work and take care of mommy stuff. But, now that the day is here, I'm nervous and thinking maybe he should just stay with me.

First of all, it makes me sad, because it means he's old enough to go, second, it means I've got to get my heiny in gear and get back to work! Three months off has been wonderful and necessary, but now I'm praying hard that I will seamlessly enter back into the world of real estate as if I never left.

I'm considering tomorrow to be a "trial day." That means Tater goes to Miss Heather's and mommy is going to take a day to herself :) Seriously, I can count on one hand the number of hours I have been A-L-O-N-E since he arrived. I just hope I can make good use of my time and pick him up refreshed. Lot's of things sound like fun, but if you remember me talking about the decision making skills I lack recently, I just can decide what to do. I don't think I know what to do with myself. I did come across a gift certificate that my hubby bought me...two christmases ago with no expiration date for a massage. So, I scheduled that and really can't wait. I'll probably run a couple errands and maybe come home and just take a nap. Who knows? We'll just see how it goes.

I do know one thing, I must refrain from shopping or anything that involves spending money! Being home these last couple of weeks has cost us a lot. At this point Tater takes a nice nap in his stroller and we walk around the mall or TJ Maxx and I find lots of great deals. I must stop! If anyone needs anything it's me. My wardrobe currently consists of three shirts and two pairs of capri pants, all maternity clothes. I just really can't get myself to try on anything, but I really need to since I'm starting to look like a dumpy new mom and I can't go selling too many houses looking like this. Sad thing is, my old clothes do not fit and probably won't until the next season is here. That's a whole other blog though, excercise and diet, ugh! Looks like that's where were headed. Weight Watchers is calling out my name :)

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